Reeling
Last month of classes. EVER. At least for my so-called right track.
Three weeks of exams then three weeks of our last “summer” vacation.
Then its 8hrs pre-duty then 24hrs duty na dirediretso sa 8hrs post-duty.
In three months, things will be different. Too different.
Junior internship. Internship.
Zero sleep every three days for the next two years.
I’m not really afraid, I think I may even welcome the challenge and the opportunity to learn. But it’s the end of all the kulitan, kwentuhan, harutan, tampuhan, pang-ookray etc etc with my blockmates who I have been sitting next to in class for up to 8 hrs a day, everyday for the past 5 years. Then there are the friends I have gained in med school who I won’t be able to bond with as often I’d like. A part of me wishes to linger, to hold on to what we have now. I know we can still have a semblance of this if we exert the effort. I just wish it would still be as easy.
As Ely summed up, part of me doesn’t want to grow up..yet.
all i can say is goodluck! :) it’s really hard to let of these things.
Nobody wants to grow up, I think. :(
Zero> thanks. :)
Ade> Oo nga e..hay.
students who have lived happy college lives and are nearing the gateway to the world out there are sighing about the same things.
i wanna linger too. :(
The road is getting rockier every single turn… I hope you won’t get a flat tire.
:)
I remember a quote from a plurkmate on this one, though it’s not really about growing up.
Anyway, we have to accept that we need to grow in order to be better. Kahit ‘di natin gusto, but in the end, it will be worth it.
Good luck, my friend. You can do it! :)